I had a GREAT TIME at LeakyCon 2009! Didn’t get much sleep, met a bunch of great new people, and partied like it was 1999! It took my mind off everything for almost 6 days straight, which was GREAT (I say almost the whole 6 days because just as we were leaving the hotel Sunday these 2 beautiful little babies came by – I was dead tired and cranky and I broke down for a good 5 minutes. That’s how I knew I was completly spent)!
So now – back to the real world. Even though I didn’t think about IF while I was gone, I started my Provera on Wednesday. Started cramping a bit Thursday/Friday (which made me nervous because if AF had arrived while I was on vacation, I would have missed my window) but AF began last night! It’s odd how I think this is the only time in my life I’ve been happy for a visit from AF, but there you go. Called in to FCI (my doctor’s office) this morning and have an appointment tomorrow morning for my baseline ultrasound/bloodwork. And here we go again. I’m nervous about how I will react when I walk back in to that office tomorrow. The last time I was there I cried because I was so happy I’d never have to go back. Now I’m having to start the whole process again. It’s going to be hard, I know. Please keep me in your thoughts tomorrow as I once again start my journey.